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There comes a time when lines need to be crossed, boundaries broken, close your eyes, leave everything to fate and just take that one step. I have always been afraid to do it. Because of that, I have kept myself locked in my own world of fear.
I have fallen in love with a friend and […]

tongue-tied
out of breath
blonde(?)
words don’t seem to come out
awkward silence
looking away
deep breaths
words seem heavy as a rock
i choke
i sneeze
i cough
i can’t seem to stay away
i laugh
i smile
i trip
to hide what i’m trying to say
i’m a dork
kick me in the nuts
but since i can’t say it
can you just ask me what it is?
i’m a wuss
take me out […]

I went to Norfolk, VA on August 15th to attend a very important presentation at Fort Lee on the 16th. I had not slept prior to the flight since it was a red-eye. I arrived in Norfolk at around 2:30pm EST. I wanted to rest and get some much needed sleep, but my clients called […]

I’ve been loving you
inside my head and inside my heart
I never told you how much you mean to me
but I tried showing you in ways that I know
hoping that maybe you’ll see me, my feelings
and acknowledge them
but here i am trying to deal with the pain
of knowing you’re out with another man
i wish you […]

I got dumped! Again!
That’s about it. No elaborate break-up stories or scenes or drama. I got a call at 11:38pm, April 10, 2007. My world suddenly collapsed.
When everything seemed so good to be true, breaking up is truly painful. But when lies get in the way of the truth, breaking up should mean liberation and […]

I was chatting with “miacomet” the other day and found out that he’s into graphic design. I added him on my links list under WordPress category. If anyone out there is looking for designers, he’s your man. Check out Gillico.
“So, What’s up?” you may ask. Well, my last post was about my move to […]

In about six hours, I will be driving out headed towards San Francisco. Two years have gone by and it seems like it was just yesterday that I came here. Despite that feeling, I feel that I have gained so much from the entire experience.
It saddens me deeply that I have to leave the life […]

… even in an imperfect world.
It has been a very difficult night and the pain lingered on until the next morning. I kept myself busy and burried with work, but I couldn’t focus on the things at hand. It was five o’clock in the afternoon and I still felt paralyzed. I had to prepare for […]

I never thought it would lead to this. Last night, everything fell apart. Zach and I broke up. It happened so fast. Of course, just like any other break-ups, it wasn’t pretty.
But unlike other break-ups, we weren’t fighting. We broke up because there was no other way to go. I’m leaving for San Francisco […]

…that fate brings people together? I have always believe that there’s a stronger and more powerful force out there.