http://flipstah.com/blog life under construction. pardon the mess. Fri, 18 Jan 2008 10:40:06 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en Since the start of the year, I have been going through so many changes, both in my personal and professional life. At this point, I want to say that I am happy. It's a bold statement, I know. And for some people who know me, this is truly a surprise. ... http://flipstah.com/blog/retrospect When it all comes down to it, all that matters is LOVE. Why am I writing about this topic again? Well, last night, I dreamt of Judgment Day. Everyone was called out to be judged. But unlike your usual view of Judgment Day, it's really not all that scary. What it ... http://flipstah.com/blog/judgment For two nights now, I have dreamt of Jesus. This would be the second and third instance that I have dreamt of Him. The past two nights, my dreams of Jesus have been of the same theme. In my dreams, I saw Jesus coming down from heaven, in a long white ... http://flipstah.com/blog/jesus-is-coming I had written a pretty long entry about how my Thanksgiving weekend went, but I chose to delete it. It would have been another poorly written piece of entry that will just bore anyone reading it. Suffice to say, there were so many things that had been revealed to me ... http://flipstah.com/blog/giving-thanks Everything seems to be going wrong and there's a feeling of helplessness and desolation. It's been a roller coaster ride. Personal dilemmas and work stress collided. Where am I? What's going on? Where am I going? I almost lost a great friend. Things are still a little awkward. But I'm pretty ... http://flipstah.com/blog/whats-going-on There comes a time when lines need to be crossed, boundaries broken, close your eyes, leave everything to fate and just take that one step. I have always been afraid to do it. Because of that, I have kept myself locked in my own world of fear. I have fallen in ... http://flipstah.com/blog/doh Guess what? I'm back in Jersey. I flew in via JFK. We all know how that's like. But yeah, JetBlue was on time. *Shock!* I got my luggage and the car rental and headed to Newark, NJ where I booked my hotel. While driving, a certain feeling came back to ... http://flipstah.com/blog/feels-like-home They didn't have to drag me out of Kauai kicking and screaming. I left Kauai in peace, as it has given me peace. Mahalo, Kauai. I bring with me memories. Good ones. Some of them captured in pictures. However, there are more memories that neither film nor digital imaging can capture. ... http://flipstah.com/blog/mahalo-kauai September 29, 2007 We spent the Friday night in Waikiki Beach just like any regular Friday - lots of booze, playing pool, making and meeting new friends, and then, more booze and food. There was the occasional flirting with new people. Unfortunately, I didn't find someone that I really clicked with. ... http://flipstah.com/blog/hawaii-trip-days-1-2 This is the day that I'm going to Hawaii for the very first time. Last night, I spent the night at Greg's so that Brian can pick us up and bring us to the Oakland airport. Every time I thought of the Hawaii trip, I was always reminded of my ex, ... http://flipstah.com/blog/hawaii-day-en-route